Excruciating Pain: A Personal Fight With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches

It began on a gloomy weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense pain sprang behind my right eye. Then came rapid jolts, like lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with greater force. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting.

The attacks returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: aura in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-blown agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.

Cluster headaches typically begin with intense pain around one eye that persists up to several hours.

Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and men are more frequently affected. Attacks usually start with abrupt, excruciating agony around a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal cycles; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of extended pain-free periods.

What unites sufferers is the intensity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.

Her family often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.

Still, the failure to organize daily activities around unpredictable pain took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.


Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The first description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.

Historical medical texts suggest bizarre remedies for what some experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a separate condition, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.

It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.

The disorder were only formally classified by global headache societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the head. Leading experts in treating the disorder explain this.

In 1998, researchers published the findings of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.

In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a physician researched his symptoms.

Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain features such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.

A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a calm volunteer guided them through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack eased.

Official guidance on management advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the bouts of well-known individuals.

But leading specialists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout determines the approach.” Short cycles with infrequent episodes are handled with acute treatment only. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.

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